Dreams

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Dreaming (Photo credit: Sean MacEntee)

I have had so many strange dreams lately, which is quite unusual for me. I hope it means that my sleeping pattern is changing, after cutting back on sleeping meds. I don’t really believe that dreams are all that important, or that there is a meaning to all of these strange things that gets into my head while I am sleeping. That would make life VERY complicated. 🙂
My dreams tend to be quite chaotic, and sometimes I wake up, just knowing that I dreamt something upsetting, without remembering what it was. I haven’t had any flashbacks or flashback-“dreams” for weeks and the last ones hasn’t been all that disturbing.

I think my sub-conscience is trying to figure out something. It’s been about a car accident that happened when I was a child. I don’t know exactly where it was. I just remember the car going off the road, and downhill very fast. There is a wood, many trees, and it is quite bumpy. This was long before there were seat belts, and I am on the floor between the front and back seat. My mother is driving. My brother is also in the car. I’m afraid, of course. That’s all that I remember. I tried once to ask my brother what had happened, but he won’t talk about it. Even if I asked him quite late, after he had a few beers… He said that we spent the night in a house next to where it happened. I don’t remember any of that. I don’t know if anyone got hurt, maybe I remember some pain in my head. But I’m not sure. Other than this, my flashbacks seem to have taken a break, it seems. I hope they are gone for good 🙂

But just this other night, I dreamt, we were running a petrol station, some of my friends, my youngest daughter, one work colleague and me. It was really very busy, and everything that could go wrong did. We ran out of diesel, people stole chocolate from the store, many were mad because they couldn’t fill up their cars, the queue of angry customers went all the way through the front door. We didn’t handle the situation very well. It was like when you have four people in the kitchen trying to do the same thing at the same time. When it finally calmed down, we went to sleep on the floor. It was like NOW I am going to sleep for SO long! I was just so tired, after working for days. And as I came to that conclusion and kind of felt the sleep coming, the alarm on my iPhone set off. I woke up angry…
Didn’t last for long though.

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4 thoughts on “Dreams

  1. I believe there’s meaning behind every dream personally and often it’s a meaningful secret that you hide from yourself so well otherwise. Just me :p x

  2. I’m with you. I don’t think there’s rational correlation between dreams and intelligent thought. Kind of like hallucinations from fever or an acid trip. Sure, sometimes our wishes or worries may be represented in some small parts, but the human mind does all kinds of ridiculous and incongruous things even while we’re wide awake!
    Running out of diesel and people stealing chocolate…love to run that by Freud!
    All in all, at least these dreams sound “normal”, and that’s a good sign!

    Paz

    • Agreed! The mind will never be understood!
      Your Freud comment made me laugh. Chocolate is probably something that can be freudian, lack of something you really need too! But thinking about just how this would fit into his context offers some absurd images…
      Thanks for reading and commenting, much appreciated!
      🙂

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